20 апр. 2026 г., 5:23 -
How can a person undertake implementing something artificial, something that seems meaningless to him? Where will he get the strength for this? If I think about this, then, first of all, I must understand that it came to me from above as the Creator’s advice.
Secondly, any state, even one artificially aimed toward the Creator, is preferable to a state in which I am more distant from the Creator yet preserve my own sense of truth. How can I lie to myself as if I am in an ascent and love Him, when right now I am in a wretched state and curse Him, albeit cursing Him from the bottom of my heart? Surely, that seems more necessary, more truthful, and more precious.
No, it is not more precious, because we are all governed by fulfillments that come from outside. The light arouses the vessel. Therefore, the vessel never has a sensation of its own; rather, the vessel perceives itself in accordance with whatever the light awakens in it. One should not imagine that one possesses any intrinsic worth in and of oneself. In an instant the intensity of the surrounding light may shift, and in accordance with the shift, I, along with my thoughts and desires, will be flung to the opposite extreme and who knows where else.
Therefore, we must understand the significance of artificially changing oneself. Suppose that I feel wretched under the influence of the surrounding light, yet at that very moment I begin to dance. By doing so, I effectively supplement what the surrounding light has failed to evoke in me, namely the act of dancing. For the time being, I do not change my mood by this, I only perform artificially what can be performed. This is something I can do: simply jumping and shouting, even if tears are streaming down my face. I can laugh while weeping, doing so just as artificially as an actor on the stage.
By doing this, I not only influence the body, but also, as if, awaken the surrounding light so that it will act upon me and change my inner fulfillment. The influence on the upper is also carried out by means of my body. If I jump, the point is not merely the fact that my body is jumping, but that I internally seem to spring up and issue a command to myself, thereby causing the body to jump. It is precisely this command, this effort, that I invest in the body that causes a change in the surrounding light.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 3/28/26, Rabash, “What Is, If He Swallows the Bitter Herb, He Will Not Come Out, in the Work?”
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