Question: When does the change of intention from Lo Lishma to Lishma (for the sake of the Creator) take place? Does my “fuel” change after the Machsom or do I still operate from the intention “for my own sake”?
Answer: After the Machsom, a person’s “fuel” changes. They emerge from the double and single concealments in which they existed prior to the Machsom and come to the revelation of the Creator. What is the difference between redemption and exile?
Redemption is the sensation of the Creator’s presence, the higher governance over all of reality. But if you do not feel this, then you are in exile (which is actually where you are now). You may listen, think, and imagine Him, but you do not truly feel Him. Therefore, this sensation does not determine the course of your life.
But when you begin to feel the Creator, you feel that there is no other force acting besides Him. And Pharaoh and all the other “characters” are factors through which the Creator determines and arranges everything that happens to you, both within and without. And all of this is so that, through discerning these changes, the single point in your heart may develop. The point in the heart is the beginning of the soul (Nefesh).
Regarding how you reveal that everything happening to you, both internally and externally, is only His actions, it is said: “Two lights, the inner and the surrounding, polish the Kli like water. Thus, the Kli is built.”
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 2/9/26, Rabash, “What Does It Mean that Before the Egyptian Minister Fell, Their Outcry Was Not Answered, in the Work?”
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