Initially, a person has an animalistic desire to receive and opposite this the spiritual light begins to shine a little. Gradually, within this desire, where there are aspirations for pleasure, money, honor, and knowledge, a desire for the light that influences it arises.
But why did the person previously also desire food, sex, money, honor, or knowledge? Because opposite each of these desires there is a light that compels a person toward it. Then a somewhat greater light begins to shine, one that is no longer clothed in anything in this world, and the person begins to awaken. This is what is termed spiritual. After all, to receive the light without such clothing, one already needs a screen and reflected light, an intention to bestow.
And each time, the stronger the light, the more coarse and therefore stronger desire it awakens in a person. The desires become increasingly greater, and in this way the person awakens until he begins to desire spirituality more than corporeality. Here arise states of the spies where the light alternately illuminates one moment and then withdraws. When the light influences a person, he is drawn toward spirituality, but when the influence of the light weakens, he falls into material desires.
By making efforts, a person accelerates this process and eventually begins to desire spirituality more than anything else. This is called: “I am sick with love.” This state arises through the influence of the light, which constantly plays with a person: shining a little more, a little less, entering and exiting, as it is said: “The Torah shall go forth from Zion.”
After a person passes the Machsom, states continue to alternate within him thanks to the light that comes, the light of the Torah, which influences him to a greater or lesser degree. Then sensations awaken within him of how opposite the left line is to the right line, that is, to Divinity.
This awakens shame and all sorts of other sensations within him, and he decides that he does not want to remain in the left line. Through such ascents and descents, the desire for correction and advancement is constantly awakened within him.
When the desire to correct himself appears in him, the correction itself also comes: the light of the Torah in the form of the light of AB-SAG. The person is clear about which qualities he wants to correct, what exactly he is asking for, and to what extent. This is a raising of MAN, when he himself participates together with the Creator in his own correction. These are already high spiritual degrees. And then he moves from Lo Lishma to Lishma, from for one’s own sake to for the sake of the Creator.
A person uses the left line; he knows the deficiencies, sets holiness against them, and sees one opposite the other, the Klipa against holiness. He arouses the correcting light concealed in the Torah and uses it as the light of AB-SAG for the sake of correction. Then, in practice, he proceeds to receive in order to bestow, which brings him to the goal, to adhesion.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 8/30/26, Rabash, “What Is, ‘He Who Is Without Sons,’ in the Work?”



