Question: Why do we need to increase the aspiration for spirituality, that is, the theoretical desire, in the preparation process, rather than a desire for the sake of bestowal?
Answer: In general, we are a box with five inputs through which information enters us. This information enters the center of pleasure, our spiritual Kli (vessel). Within ourselves, in our brain, we can detect only electrochemical processes. But where is the pleasure itself?
We know that if a specific area of the brain is stimulated, a person experiences pleasure. In this case, it does not matter whether the subject is a person or a monkey.
But what is the pleasure itself? How do chemical and electrical reactions transform into a feeling? That is something we do not know because it lies in the other half of creation, in the desire to receive. But science cannot detect the transition from one to the other; it can see the transition itself, but nothing more.
Imagine a partition, behind which the desire resides. It is impossible to work with the desire itself using purely scientific methods because it pertains to spirituality. It does not matter whether it is holiness or Klipa (impurity), since they relate not to the external garments, but to a spiritual category.
Besides these five inputs through which you receive stimuli and interpret as pleasure or suffering, there is another input known as the sixth sense or the point in the heart.
Certain information also comes to us through it, but it is not clothed in external garments. That is, a person does not receive it through food, drink, sex, money, or even through an electrical impulse, such as stimulating a specific part of the brain to make one believe they are eating a steak.
The surrounding light does not operate that way. One could say that it is a “naked” influence, that is, the influence of the light in its pure form. It has its own clothing, but this clothing is also spiritual. Yet it too reaches the center of pleasure. In this case, I receive two kinds of pleasures: pleasures from this world and those called pleasures of the spiritual world. And then I need to prefer one over the other.
If, through practice and preparatory actions, I am in such a state that I expect only one pleasure, the one that should come through the “sixth sense,” while all the others received through the remaining five senses hold little appeal for me, then I truly have a strong desire for spirituality.
However, the further I advance, the more my animalistic pleasures are intensified, especially the most primal among them, such as pleasure from touch. After all, the sense of touch is most immediate to me of the five senses: tactile, auditory, olfactory, visual, and gustatory. Moreover, these pleasures are increased for me billions of times compared to an ordinary person, and it does not matter whether I am secular or religious: If I am following this path, I am no longer at the level of the inanimate.
So, if I have reached a state in which I desire only the surrounding light, it means that I truly have a strong desire for it! Of course, it is not yet corrected, not with the intention to bestow, but it is directed only toward Him. It is said about this: “I am sick with love,” or “He does not let me sleep.”
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 8/4/26, Rabash, “The Klipa [Shell/Peel] that Precedes the Fruit”
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