When does one leave a depleted state and move on? This happens when a person feels all the bitterness of separation from the Creator in one’s current state. This gives rise to the next state.
All our states are the steps that we descended along from above to this world, and within it to the lowest level. Now we are starting the return journey, and are passing through the same steps, with the only change being how and at what pace we go through them. This, in essence, is our choice.
Everything is already laid within my soul, all the steps, my entire journey back. The only thing that is not predetermined is my attitude toward the path, that is, how I will build it: by freewill or by compulsion, by the path of light or by the path of suffering. This does not mean there are two paths to the upper because the path is my attitude toward the ascent.
Therefore, at each step, as soon as I sense how far I am from the Creator, how opposite to Him, and I want to correct this, the stage has been passed. Then I rise to the next level to experience even greater bitterness from being distant from the Creator and opposed to Him. Just imagine how much spiritual strength it takes to withstand this constant feeling of lack!
But if I understand the goal and receive the support of a group that helps me constantly keep the grandeur of the goal in mind, then all this suffering becomes sweet because I see the Creator in it. By introducing the Creator into the picture of my world, I “sweeten” it and completely transform it.
It is like how we cannot eat without salt. We absolutely need some kind of internal “twist,” some sharpness, in every taste we experience; otherwise, we will not feel anything. We do not distinguish between good and bad, only one relative to the other.
If I am very hungry, I feel the taste precisely on the border between the lack (hunger) and the pleasure (food) when I take the very first bite. This is how our entire sensory system operates. Therefore, I need the strength each time to reveal the lack at the border with pleasure, and this sensation is always acute and unpleasant, so only the environment can help here.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 2/9/26, Rabash, “What Does It Mean That Before the Egyptian Minister Fell, Their Outcry Was Not Answered, in the Work?”



