The newest theory in quantum physics indicates that the Big Bang is not the starting point of the universe. Furthermore, there is an understanding that there might be no starting point at all. According to the wisdom of Kabbalah everything started with the desire to bestow, to give, to love. The desire to bestow is the basis of creation. In that desire, an opposite desire began to appear, the desire to receive, and this is the beginning of creation. The desire to receive exists in order to emphasize the desire to bestow. Where is this desire to give, to love? Why does it not reach us? A person cannot discover the desire to bestow alone. Someone who develops a desire to love, to give, to bestow is taken to the recognition of the desire to bestow. This is called “the Creator,” the “upper force,” because this force is the first, and the desire to receive is secondary. In a dispute whether there is or is not a starting point of our universe, the wisdom of Kabbalah states that there is no beginning, and no end. Our desire determines a place. Does it mean that right now, we can take ourselves to the starting point of everything, or go forward? We can travel back and forth on the axis of time. Since the only thing that exists is the desire to bestow, and in it, your egoistic desire begins to form, a person can start thinking about that and enliven that point. With that a person goes forward, too, until the end of the development of our ego. In the end, the ego becomes entirely adjusted to the general desire to bestow, called “the Creator.” We can travel in time by changing our desire. You change it to receive a bit more, receive a bit less, bestow a bit more, bestow a bit less. If you want to advance on the axis of time, then you'll have to diminish your desire to receive and prefer the desire to bestow. But it is not at all like being a monk who wants nothing. No, you want to be in bestowal toward others. A monk is not in bestowal. He simply doesn't receive. To be in bestowal means to do good to everyone. Bestowal can take you wherever you want because by that, you enter the upper force. These are forces that act in our world, even before the desire to receive was formed in it, before the creation of time. In the end, there will only be the desire to bestow that fulfills the entire reality. There is a difference between how the desire to receive carries out all of reality in the beginning and in the end. The difference is that by the end, the desire to receive was formed and developed, and the desire to bestow is now appreciated. ​​The desire to receive helps us to increase and amplify the desire to bestow. We shall cease feeling this world and everything is going to be just great. We do have to work at it. What is “a first step”? It is a technique based on us becoming a part. We need to enter a group of people who want the same thing. In that group, we implement our connection up to the point where we form the force of bestowal that fulfills us. The force of bestowal fills the space between us and embraces us. There is nothing stronger than this force. There is nothing besides it.