255) Rabbi Elazar and Rabbi Yitzhak were walking along the way, when the time for the reading of Shema1 had arrived. Rabbi Elazar arose and read the Shema and prayed his prayer. Afterwards he to him, “Rabbi Yitzhak, before one sets out for the road, one should receive permission from one’s Maker and pray his prayer.”
256) He told him, “When I left, it was still not the time of prayer, and not the time of reading the Shema. Now that the sun has risen, I have prayed. But before I set out, I pleaded Him and consulted with Him, but I did not pray the morning prayer” [of which Shema is a part].
257) “I have been engaging in Torah since midnight, and when the morning came, it was still not time for prayer.” This is because at that time, when there is still the morning dimness, the wife speaks with her husband, they are united as one, and she should go to the tabernacle to be there with her maids. Hence, one should not stop things and put another thing between them, because through them they conjoin as one.
258) And now that the sun has risen it is time to say one’s prayer, as it is written, “They shall fear Thee while the sun endures.” What is, “while the sun endures”? It is to keep the light of the sun with us so as to shine with it for the Nukva, since fear, the Nukva, needs to be joined with the sun, which is ZA, and not separate them. And as long as the day has not shone, fear is not with the sun. Hence, when the sun shines, they should be joined together.
There are two couplings: 1) to complete the vessels of the Nukva, which is the nighttime coupling; and 2) to complete her Mochin, which is the daytime coupling. Yet, they are as removed from each other as two extremes, since the unification of the nighttime coupling causes separation if it is extended in a daytime coupling. And conversely, the act of unification in a daytime coupling causes separation if it is extended in a nighttime coupling.
There are two states in Nukva: 1) her being complete, prior to the waning of the moon, when her level was equal to that of ZA, as it is written, “the two great lights”; and 2) her current state, after her waning, when she has diminished to a point and has only that which ZA gives her.
There is merit to the first state, since she is complete with Hochma and her level is equal to that of ZA. But there is also a shortfall in her: because of the lack of light of Hassadim, the Hochma in her does not shine either and she is dark. And she is given that state through the evening prayer and the engagement in Torah from midnight onwards. This is the night coupling, as it is written, “She rises also while it is still night, and gives food to her household, and a portion to her maidens.”
Also, there is merit in the second state, for then she receives Hassadim from ZA, the Hochma in her dresses in Hassadim, and the Mochin within her shine in full. But opposite that, there is a shortfall in her at that time because her level is diminished and she becomes subordinate to ZA, with nothing of her own except that which ZA gives her. And that state is extended through the reading of Shema and the morning prayer in the daytime coupling.
This is why Rabbi Elazar said, “I have been engaging in Torah since midnight, and when the morning came, it was still not time for prayer,” since at that time, when the dimness of morning is present, the wife speaks with her husband, which is a nighttime coupling to complete the vessels, as then the first state is extended to her and they are in one unification, where both of them are on the same level.
She must go to the tabernacle, to be completed in the illumination of the vessels, in the tabernacle and its vessels, among her maidens who are dwelling with her there, to impart that light to the maidens sitting with her, as it is written, “She rises also while it is still night and gives prey to her home and a portion to her maidens.”
For this reason, it is forbidden to stop things that cause them to unite as one at an equal level, meaning to revoke the illumination of Hochma, the first state, and to insert another thing between them. At that time, it is forbidden to read the Shema and to pray the morning prayer, since this lowers her level from the level of ZA in order to draw light of Hassadim for her. This is the second state, opposite of the first state, and one that revokes it.
When the sun rose, it was time for the daytime coupling, to draw the second state to complete the Mochin. This is the time of prayer. This means that through the prayer, she is given the light of ZA, called “sun,” which is light of Hassadim, to shine for the Nukva so that the Hochma in her can clothe in the light of Hassadim of ZA. This is because the fear, Nukva, must be connected to the sun, ZA. At that time, the Nukva must be with the sun, ZA, since then she has no light of her own, but must receive from the sun, and not separate them, since if she is separated from ZA, she is completely annulled.
As long as the day has not risen, the fear is not with the sun. At night, fear, which is Nukva, is not with the sun, meaning that she does not receive light of Hassadim from him. Instead, she receives light of Hochma from Bina. And when the time for the daytime coupling arrives, they must be joined together, for then she becomes subordinate and needs to receive everything from him. For this reason, she then becomes connected and subordinate to the sun.
259) Rabbi Elazar and Rabbi Yitzhak went. When they arrived at a certain field, they sat. They raised their eyes and saw a mountain with strange creatures climbing at its top. Rabbi Yitzhak was afraid. Rabbi Elazar told him, “Why are you afraid?” He replied, “I see this great mountain and I see those creatures, that they are strange, and I fear lest they will harm us. The second told him, “Anyone who fears, should fear the sins in his hand, and those are not from among those strong creatures that were in the mountains.
260) It is written, “These are the sons of Zibeon: Aiah and Anah; he is the Anah who found the seas in the desert, as he pastured the donkeys.” However, they are not the ones of whom it is written, “The Emim formerly lived there, a people great and many, and tall as the Anakim … and the people of Esau dispossessed them and destroyed them from before them.”
It is known that judgments appear by drawing the left line. And there is a difference between the male light and the female light, since by drawing the left line, discerned as male light, which is from which is from above downwards, very harsh judgments appear. However, if he draws illumination of the left in the form of female light, which is from below upwards, only weak judgments appear. The harsh judgments are in the illumination of the left line, which is Isaac, and the illumination of the left line, as in female light, called “lower court,” are weak judgments that are not harsh.
But Rabbi Elazar and Rabbi Yitzhak went to correct the Nukva, when they arrived at a certain field, the Nukva, called “a field of apples,” they sat, because the Mochin of the Nukva are drawn while sitting, not while standing. This is so because the act of drawing Mochin of GAR is implied by standing, like one who stands upright, and the act of drawing Mochin of VAK is implied by sitting, like one who sits so his height is lower. And since they came to draw Mochin to the Nukva, which shines from below upwards, considered Mochin of VAK. This is why it says “sat”; they acted while sitting.
“They raised their eyes,” meaning began to draw the Mochin, called “eyes” and “seeing.” Rabbi Yitzhak saw a mountain, which means that he drew illumination of the left, called “mountain.” He saw strange creatures climbing at its top, meaning the disclosure of the judgments that come with the drawing of illumination of the left by the exposure of GAR of the left line, which is the top of the mountain.
And although he drew only VAK, being female light, it is impossible to draw VAK unless one draws a complete level first, and then leaves out the GAR and takes only the VAK. Hence, Rabbi Yitzhak saw the judgments that appear from the GAR of the left while drawing the VAK of the left. He saw that this mountain, the illumination of the left, is harsh, and saw that the creatures that were there, which are operators of the judgement, were strange, meaning casting fear and dread.
Rabbi Elazar told him, “Anyone who is afraid, should be afraid of the sins in his possession. That is, one should not be afraid unless he draws male light, from above downwards, for this is the sin of the tree of knowledge. But if he draws female light, there is no sin here and no fear. And those creatures that you see are not the same strong creatures that are in the mountains; they are not those harsh judgments whose conduct is to appear with the extension of the male light in the left. This is because the ones that appear with the female light that you see are not harsh, but are weak judgments.
However, these are not the ones of whom it is written, “The Emim formerly lived there,” since they are the operators of the judgment who appear by the extension of male light in the illumination of the left. This is why they are called Emim [dreadful], since they are harsh judgments that cast great fear. And those that are called “days” are the operators of the judgement, which appear with the extension of the female light in the illumination of the left, which are only weak judgments, and are therefore called “days” and not “dreadful.”2