A Dutch psychologist, an advocate for euthanasia, sold suicide powder to over 100 people, of which 33 have since died. Where exactly is our freedom of choice in relation to suicide? Life and death are not in our hands but only in the hands of the upper force, the source of existence that determines and is responsible for our entire life. Nature has given us an ego, which is the root cause of human suffering. This experience leads us to perform corrections on the egoistic human desire, to rise above it to a life of bestowal, love, and mutual connection. Suffering helps us distance ourselves from our ego. We will start feeling the upper spiritual life, even before we are born in this life. The teachings of the wisdom of Kabbalah are toward discovering the upper force while we are still in this life. There is no need to disconnect from life. We need to switch our egoistic life full of suffering to a spiritual form. Anyone can reach this degree in life.