127)
“And
it
came
to
pass,
when
the
ark
set
out.”
The
[letter]
Nun
[]
turns
her
face
to
the
back
[
]
in
two
places—before
the
Parasha
[Torah
portion],
“When
the
Ark
Set
Out,”
and
after
it.
If
you
say
that
it
implies
to
the
bent
Nun,
then
the
bent
Nun
is
the
Nukva,
Malchut.
The
stretched
out
Nun
is
both
male
and
female,
ZA
and
Malchut.
And
we
explained
about
the
bent
Nun,
of
whom
it
was
said,
“And
it
came
to
pass,
when
the
ark
set
out,
that
Moses
said:
‘Return,
O
Lord,’”
that
“Return”
was
said
about
the
bent
Nun.
This
is
why
the
two
Nuns
were
written
opposite,
and
this
is
why
their
faces
were
turned
back
again.
The verse about the Nun was not said concerning the Aleph of “Happy are they that dwell in Your house,” since the Nun, Malchut, is in exile. It is written about her, “The virgin of Israel is fallen, she shall no more rise.” But what does it say above? “And the ark of the covenant of the Lord went before them three days’ journey, to seek out a resting-place for them.” Since the ark was journeying, the Nun was journeying on it, for Divinity was seated on the ark. Come and see the Creator’s love for Israel: even though they strayed off the right path, the Creator does not wish to leave them and repeatedly turns His face to them, or else they will never have revival in the world.
129) The ark was traveling before them for three days. The Nun, which is Divinity, did not part from it but traveled with it. And out of the love of Israel, He turned His face to Israel and she turns herself from the ark. When that young deer walks, she turns her face to the place from which she came out. Hence, when the ark travels, the Nun turned her face toward Israel and the shoulders of her body toward the ark.
130)
For
this
reason,
when
the
ark
was
traveling,
Moses
said,
“Return,
O
Lord,”
meaning
do
not
leave
us
and
turn
Your
face
to
us.
Then
the
Nun
turned
her
face
to
them
like
this
[],
as
one
who
turns
his
face
toward
the
object
of
his
love.
And
when
the
ark
began
to
rest,
He
turned
his
face
from
Israel
and
returned
His
face
toward
the
ark,
and
turned
them
back
completely.
In the beginning he explains that the bent Nun, Malchut, is in falling prior to the Zivug with ZA. At that time it is as though she is in exile, and it was said about her, “Fallen, she shall no more rise.” Hence, in the beginning she must be raised from her falling. Afterwards she can mate with him. Falling means she lacks GAR, and rising means the returning of the GAR, which is illumination of Hochma in Malchut. And the ark with the plates within it is ZA and Malchut, where the plates are ZA and the ark is Malchut.
It turns out that before “And it came to pass, when the ark set out,” Malchut was not in Zivug with ZA due to the lack of Hochma. It is known that there is disclosure of Hochma only during traveling, which is the traveling of the three lines in three places. Hence, he preceded the journeying to the Zivug, as it is written, “And it came to pass, when the ark set out, that Moses said: ‘Return, O Lord,’” since then illumination of Hochma appeared and raised the Nun from her falling. Subsequently, after the journey was completed and she received illumination of Hochma, Moses said, “Return O Lord,” for then the illumination of Hochma had ceased and she returned to mating with ZA, which is Hassadim.
It was said, “And the ark of the covenant of the Lord went before them three days’ journey, to seek out a resting-place for them.” Rest means Zivug, ZA and Malchut. To prepare Malchut so she is ready for a Zivug with ZA, the ark of the covenant had to travel through three days, which are three lines in three places. Along those three days, she received illumination of Hochma that raised her from her falling, and then she was ready for rest, which is the Zivug. Similarly, Israel are not ready to receive from Zivug ZON before they receive the illumination of Hochma in Malchut.
It was written, “To seek out a resting-place for them,” so that Israel would be able to receive the rest from Zivug ZON, where even though they had strayed off the right path and are not worthy of receiving the rest from Zivug ZON, the Creator does not leave them like that. Instead, each time, Malchut turns her face to them and shines illumination of Hochma for them, to qualify them so they will later be able to receive from the rest. The ark went before them three days. The Nun was not separated from it but traveled with it, since the traveling of the three lines is in ZA, but the Malchut is not separated from ZA during the journey, and she, too, receives those three lines.
And out of the Creator’s love for Israel, He turns His face back. This means that the illumination of Hochma that she receives, called “Face,” as it is written, “A man's wisdom illuminates his face,” turns its face back to Israel and imparts them with illumination of Hochma. It brings itself back from ZA, which is the plates in the ark, since ZA is considered covered Hassadim, and when Malchut receives Hochma, when she is not considered ZA, it is considered that the Malchut brings herself back from him. In other words, she retires from ZA and seemingly turns her face back.
And the reason why he says in the allegory about the deer that He turns His face back is that it implies that the Malchut, called “Deer,” comes out of the left line, which is her root, and hence turns her face back to the illumination of Hochma on the left line.
The
implication
in
the
Torah,
in
the
portion,
“When
the
ark
set
out”
is
considered
the
journeying
ark
of
the
covenant.
And
then
comes
the
Zivug,
which
is
rest.
It
writes
an
opposite
Nun
[]
before
because
her
back
is
to
the
portion,
“When
the
ark
set
out,”
and
her
face
to
the
previous
portions,
which
are
considered
Israel.
Also,
after
the
portion,
“When
the
ark
set
out”
there
is
an
opposite
Nun
[
]
written,
whose
face
is
toward
the
portion
“When
the
ark
set
out,”
which
is
the
ark
of
the
covenant,
and
her
back
is
to
the
other
portions
following
her,
which
are
considered
as
discernments
of
Israel,
as
in,
“The
Torah
and
Israel
are
one.”
In
the
words,
“And
it
came
to
pass,
when
the
ark
set
out,”
the
Nun
was
turning
her
face
toward
Israel,
and
the
shoulders
of
her
body
toward
the
ark.
Thus,
you
write
Nun
[]
that
turns
her
face
toward
the
previous
portions,
which
are
Israel,
and
the
shoulders
of
her
body
toward
the
portion,
“When
the
ark
set
out,”
which
is
ZA.
This
is
so
because
during
the
next
traveling
she
receives
Hochma,
which
is
her
face,
and
she
gives
this
face
to
Israel.
And
since
ZA
is
considered
covered
Hassadim,
it
is
considered
that
her
back
is
toward
ZA
where
back
means
that
she
does
not
receive
his
actual
self
from
him.
Hence,
when
the
ark
went,
Moses
said,
“Return,
O
Lord,”
meaning
do
not
leave
us,
turn
Your
face
back
to
us,
that
is,
receive
the
rising,
which
is
Hochma,
and
bestow
the
face
of
Hochma
upon
Israel
so
they
will
later
be
rewarded
with
receiving
from
a
complete
Zivug,
which
is
rest.
And when the ark began to rest, after it completed receiving the three lines, which is the journey, and came to rest, which is the Zivug with ZA, He turned the face of the Nun from Israel, meaning the giving of Hochma had ceased and He turned His face back to the ark. This means that she received GAR de Hassadim from ZA, that is, she gave her face, which are GAR, to ZA, to the discernment of ZA, which is Hassadim, and completely returned to Hassadim de ZA.
This
is
so
because
there
is
disclosure
of
Hochma
only
during
the
traveling
of
the
lines.
After
the
traveling,
they
completely
return
to
being
Hassadim.
This
is
why
a
second
opposite
Nun
[]
was
written
here,
with
her
face
toward
the
portion,
“When
the
ark
set
out,”
and
her
back
toward
the
portions
of
the
Torah
that
follow
“When
the
ark
set
out,”
which
are
Israel.
131) There must certainly be two opposite Nuns here, before it and after it. But after “When the ark set out,” Malchut did not return her face from Israel, meaning she did not cease her bestowal upon Israel. If she did, this Nun should have been written opposite, like the other Nun, the upper one, the Malchut. This is so because this reversed Nun toward Israel, and this upper one, Malchut, is aligned with the ark, meaning it is in Zivug with ZA, and then her face is certainly toward Israel.
132) But certainly, Malchut did not turn her face from Israel. Rather, what did she do when the ark began to rest? Then Moses said, “Return, O Lord,” so the illumination of Hochma would cease and she would return to illumination of Hassadim de ZA. Then the ark sat, meaning rested, and Divinity stood on the other side, the right line, Hassadim, and received GAR de Hassadim, Panim [face] from ZA.
And
she
turns
this
face
of
hers
to
Israel,
opposite
the
ark,
meaning
that
her
face
turns
toward
the
ark
to
receive
Hassadim
from
it,
while
her
face
is
toward
Israel,
to
impart
them
with
these
Hassadim
that
she
receives
from
the
ark
of
the
covenant.
And
then
she
contains
within
her
everything,
the
ark
and
Israel.
But
afterwards
Israel
cause
Malchut
to
turn
her
back
to
them,
which
is
why
the
Nun
[]
is
written
opposite
between
“When
the
ark
set
out”
and
the
portion,
“And
the
people
were
as
those
who
complain.”
There is no dispute about the actual writing of the Nun. Everyone agrees that it should be opposite, with her face toward the portion, “When the ark set out” and her back to Israel, meaning toward the rest of the portions in the Torah. But there is a dispute about the reason. He says that during the rest, she arrests her bestowal upon Israel, hence her back is toward Israel and her face toward the ark of the covenant, to receive Hassadim from it. And he disagrees with it and says that during the rest, she not only turns her face back toward Israel, but it is a face of Hassadim. And yet, the Nun should be opposite, with her face toward “When the ark set out” and her back toward the rest of the portions. However, it is for another reason, since here Israel sinned in the portion, “And the people were as those who complain,” and this is why here she turned her back to Israel.
133) Whether on this side or on that side, the Nun turns her face back. Before “When the ark set out,” she turned her face to Israel. After “When the ark set out,” she turns her face to the ark and her back to Israel. It is good that the writing of the Nuns should be like that, but the reason why she turned her back to Israel is not because of the rest, but because of what is written after her, “And the people were as those who complain.” This is what you find in the book of Rav Hamnuna Saba.