Morning Lesson February 12, 2021 Transcription is made from simultaneous translation which leaves possibility for differences from audio

Convention "World Kabbalah L'Am" - "Discovering Life in the Ten"  

Lesson No. 9: “My Sons Defeated Me.”

1. Rav’s Introduction:  Besides that, let us try in our desire to ask to make an effort that we do not separate, that we see everybody, feel everybody, and the most important is to be connected and if it is malfunctioning, then we will use this as an increasing coarseness to receive even more. 

Why is this? Because this is precisely the topic of the lesson, “my sons defeated me,” this is what the Creator says. First of all, He says, “My Sons Defeated Me,” not each one, but they did together, the created beings can relate to the Creator in such a way that it is felt by Him that they defeat Him as He says, I have built the darkness, distancing, the shattering, the distance in between them and they nevertheless, operate in such a way against the desire I gave them, the will, the desire to receive and they work against that so in the connection between them they wants to discover me.

 

All the work the Creator has done is actually but it says, “I created the evil inclination” and that it is not that I created the evil inclination. It is a great work to establish the whole system in evil, from the side of the Creator in separation, in hatred. The Creator did this by first of all, assembling the good system correctly, which is at the end of correction because from the upper one no evil can emerge and the later He arranged it in a way that this complex, balanced system which is in complete wholeness which is entirely corrected. He broke it into pieces, different parts up to the point where it is entirely impossible to recognize each and every piece that it is ready and it is destined to connect to the other pieces and to come again once again to enter the complete system which existed to begin with. 

We discover this world in such a way that it is completely egoistic, it is completely broken into egoistic parts which cannot connect to each other received this in the way how we develop and grow up, we can see it in the children via raise how much they are all not capable to feel closeness or come close to each other and receipt in the adults in our generation as well which is a generation which has to reach correction and it is specifically at the peak of separation. It is not capable of thinking about connection and “my sons have defeated me”, it is that although we are in contrast to each other we are far from each other so much so they don't even try to connect, we do not know if there is any benefit in connection along with this. 

We need to search between us for certain forms of connection if we want to discover the Creator because He is revealed in the complete system as much as the system is trying to be interconnected between it's parts. So we will feel the Creator who is existing in it and it should be revealed in it more and more. Therefore the attainment of the Creator begins specifically from this world, from the world of shattering on the lowest possible degree in a physical level the part of physical was created even before us on the level of still vegetative and animate and many people are still belonging to the animal level. It was all done through evolution and we have no choice in this, we have no work for men in that. We have to continue to the level of Adam that we want to keep connecting the parts of the system beyond the still vegetative and animate which was established naturally. 

We have to put together the system by ourselves, that we connect and according to the connection and the entire system, the still vegetative, animate and speaking is coming together. And all of the connections between us by detecting the distance between us and somehow trying to connect above the distance when love covers all crimes, with connection again and connection again. The shattering again and connection again. We have to try to upgrade, update the system following several such times. When we try to connect so much, so that we start to detect in the connection between us, certain phenomena. Out of the connection is a result of the connection the two opposite things, this connection and connection, rejection and connection between these two we start to feel the result which is shared common to these two inclinations to disconnection and connection. This result is called the Creator, Boreh, come and see. 

When we reach connection on top of the disconnection and then see, discover Him, we see Him In that way we discover the two different forces in creation and between the two we attain the Creator. One who is greater than his friend, his evil inclination is also greater. As much as we want to advance, move forward it is only possible on top of the revelation of the evil between us and when we, on top of the evil overcome and connect. Therefore we have to strengthen each other in the groups in the tens and it is not bad if we always feel ourselves in the darkness, disconnection, rejection, that we do not understand each other. The Creator is always arranging this for us, the greater desire to receive is coming and on top of that we have to constantly be drawn to connection, not to erase the disconnection but to be in connection above it. People in this world try to reach the erasing of the selfish desire to receive between them, to try to build a good force only and it does not remain, maybe for a short time, but then again the selfish desire to receive comes back and they do not understand why it does not work for them. But it is specifically the wisdom of Kabbalah that explains that only on top of it as love covers all crimes. Only in this way we can reach connection to illicit the understanding, the feeling of the corrected world. So that the corrections will be on top of the failures, connection on top of the shattering and this is how we reach; my sons have defeated me. 

The Creator created the broken world deliberately and we through the connection between us. We seemingly defeat Him, of course. It makes Him happy but seemingly we are working against his operation. Therefore if we want to discover the Creator, which is our purpose, the purpose of our existence, the whole creation so that the Creator will be revealed in it, then we have to understand the Creator will be revealed only on top of all the disturbances. Upon all the opposition that exist in creation and the more we have one against the other being revealed. Fights, problems, wars. We have to understand, all of this is for us, to build above a system of connection. Which takes into account the system of disconnection and all the evil forces and they have to be present so above them we can build the good forces, one upon the other this is the essence of our art, that we have to understand, accept, agree with, and even love it.  

Because if it wasn't for the disconnection, we cannot connect only one on top of the other with the created beings. This is how it is for the Creator, it is only love only connection but for us no concept can be understood and accepted unless it is from its opposite, in contrast. If we want to hold on to creation that we are going to get to know this and through it we get to know Creator and should be able to manage the creation instead of him “my sons have defeated me”. It is not only that we have all kinds of states of darkness, deficiency disconnection, but also feel, understand and attain the whole of creation. We, seemingly defeat the Creator as het says my sons have defeated me, we defeat him, it is the darkness which He created in such a way that we turned the darkness into light, the bitter into sweet and then we keep both, together, this is called the correct complete victory, what else can I say here. 

Of course, if we are rewarded with performing actualizing a great revelation before this we have to be incorporated in greater concealment. We have to get to know this and realize that each state starts from the darkness and then day, first night and then day. This is how we grow until we reach the state where darkness will shine as light and this is the state which is called entirely day, or the great day, which is the day of the end of correction. Where the darkness shines as the light because specifically thanks to this, when we are standing at the posterior of the light, we are able to attain the complete light. We, by that, we will also understand how much the Creator when He broke the system of Adam entirely from the still, vegetative and animate, speaking levels He gave to us human beings, who are at the peak of development of the egoistic desire, so that we have to start connecting, then He is giving us in this world, to unique people, the method of correction and then we can hear from those who can teach us, from the great Kabbalists who emerged in previous generations that we have to connect in tens and then in these tens between us recognize, discover the separation as much as we search for connection, accordingly we discover separation, that distance between us. This is our work, that is by this in the ten we step on the stages of still, vegetative and animate and speaking in the connection between us in the different ways of connection between us and then we come together and re-establish the system so the system, even in physical form as the Creator prepare this for us so we have something to begin with, that we exists in this world in a certain state and we can discover how much there is a separation between us and how much we reject each other. We can see this very well with small children who cannot even understand that they can play with one another, later they discover that by playing together they can enjoy, this is how they advance. So on the plane of this world, the Creator is giving us all kinds of such forms of connections and discernments in that so we can learn but we have to do in spirituality. And spirituality begins with that we have to feel how much internally we reject each other, then how much we don't want to get close to each other, on the one hand, on the other hand the Creator, in a concealed manner, is awakening in us all kinds of revelation towards connection. So in each group there are people who are more drawn to it or less drawn to it, with those who bring more forces of connection and others reveal more forces of separation. And then we are all in such a state where we have something to work with, because all in all the group can advance to connection between them as much as they understand that, by this they can, even if they just make an effort to connect in the physical way, by this they are awakening the upper force, to spiritual, for that can influence them and then Kabbalists write to us, what  have to do in the ten, how much more we are connected, how much we help each other, how to talk about what is happening between us in good way or bad way, it does not matter. The most important thing is to make these scrutinies about the connection between us. 

And by this we gradually discover that, yes out of the physical actions between us, we can reach actions that are more in the desire against our will, up to spiritual actions. Spiritual actions, as we recently talked about already a little bit, our actions in faith above reason then he wants to connect this. It is called faith above reason above the bad force, the rejecting force, the force of separation that is the force of bestowal, above the force of reception, this is what we constantly want to develop in our tens. Then not to despair from the fact that the force of reception, the force of rejection between us constantly appears, blurs the relation which we have between us,  it seems that yesterday we already had something and today we get up to a new day or a few times a day and reveal, as though we do not have that same state, that closeness that we had before. It feels like it was erased again and we have to understand we have to hold on to this and we help each other realize that it is not so. 

Rather each time we are scrutinizing new Reshimot, new records from the shattering and we have to implement them actualize them one by one, as upon all crimes there is disconnection, connection will come, love. This is how we progress until we reach a state where we feel both the disconnection and the connection together with their source, the Creator, that He is causing the disconnection and we need to connect to Him, and through Him to manage, even by ourselves, the disconnections and connections between us. This will be, my sons defeated me. Then we will take the reins into our hands both left and the right and with these two we bring ourselves the will to receive, it is like the rider leading the horse. In the meantime, even though we are in a state where the horse is leading the rider, in the end we will reach a state where we will manage the force, our general will to receive. This way it will help us to reach the goal. 

The game of, my sons have defeated me that we play, is our game with the Creator. We need to see Him as a hiding, concealed God and by this, with all the efforts we do, all the evil that He wakes up in us and we are thanking Him for this, because otherwise we cannot progress to the good so through the bad and the good, through rejection and connection, through concealment and revelation, this is how we will eventually reach His revelation. There is a reason why it says that “my sons have defeated me”, that only we together, his sons when we come together, between us and we realize that the Creator is our source in such a way that when we come together, we force Him to be revealed and this is our triumph. So it is about many, the collective,  ‘my sons’ because it is specifically in the connection between us we will discover him. This is why only the group can begin to discover the Creator. Later on many groups as it is suitable for the last generation and therefore we, each and everyone of us, have to be concerned how to pull the group to the revelation of the Creator because He's revealed specifically in the group and then specifically in the ten we can reach the state where we defeat Him, my sons have defeated me.

2. S. (22:31) What does it mean to control the disconnections?

R. To control the desire to receive that is revealed between us, which means that in a Partzuf, a new selfish desire is revealed, a new Aviut, coarseness, and we need to try to connect between us, in order that in the connection between us we will arrange a prayer. A demand to Him to get the reforming light and then on top of the coarseness which is revealed between us through our exertion, out of our effort and exertion, we draw the reforming light when we raise MAN, the prayer which is the request, the demand, the outcry and against this comes to us light from above which connect between us it gives us the understanding what is happening between us, why are in separation, how are we can come together and get closer to each other how we can be drawn to the Creator, to understand and to get to know Him to be similar to Him, this is why we will be called my sons or His sons and this is the work.

S. What is this force, the reforming light on one hand, the Creator places obstacles before us on the other hand it reforms us  it brings us back.

R. This is called the Maker of light and the Creator of darkness, these are the two forces in creation there is nothing else separation and connection open all levels from the smallest particles to the highest spiritual desires and thought. It is all working on the through separation and connection because through the disconnection and connection between them we start to feel what creation is, who we are. what the Creator is otherwise we will not have any feeling and existence in reality the whole of reality is built in such a way from broken parts that come together was broken again and again and they connect and this is how they reveal themselves as we see even in the universe, we can see this in the atoms, molecules in each and everything, all and all the whole nature cycle through this.

S. What is this force between us in the ten, this reforming light?

R. When we try through all our forms to be connected. If we are in the ten and against this rediscover that if he achieves some connection with, discover that following the connection it is still sitting simply disappears and once again it comes to state of separation that cooling between us after we connected with, suddenly lose the warmth, the connection and each time we feel ourselves intermittently in separation and connection and only in order to us make more and more such actions and from that we will understand creation. It's a law of separation and a connection and this way we will ultimately discover the force that exists both in the disconnection and also it exist the connection but the disconnection and connection that He is creating for the time being in us, the entire still, vegetative, animated speaking we have to take it to our level under our control to be as Adam to be similar to the Creator so even though the Creator as we find out in spirituality He only creates separation by this He gives us an opportunity to be connected to connection to be attracted to connection and then we can turn to Him and they realize that the connection can’t be unless we turn to the Creator and then the greater separation will be the more complex, deeper, more advanced the need the Creator. We need His revelation so He will connect as on top of the separation in a more complex way and this is how we can reach a more complex, more spiritual matter which is more similar to the Creator until out of the connection between us from separation and connection truly build the image of the Creator.

S. This image of the Creator, is this source which we turn to as the good?

R. The Creator is the upper force the concealed one and what we build from the disconnection and connection rebuild His image we want to be connected on top of the separation therefore we come closer to the form of Adam HaRishon, similar to the Creator in the whole creation ultimately will be like the form of the Creator that is entirely to bestow but upon the desire to receive and by this we reach adhesion with him become resembling to him so the ultimate attachment similarity to Him, adhesion. 

3. S. (29:04) What is this significance? What does it mean that we are not in control of the horse?

R. We are not controlling anything we are not controlling the separation, of the distancing or the connection, we are not controlling the times we are going through, the states we are going through we are not in control of our life at all the largest living on the physical plane on the level of animal this is why I said that they all seem as beast. We are not living as Adam HaRishon.  Adam is one who becomes similar to the Creator to some extent we are not like that we do not know the force of creation both from separation and from connection so we are truly animals and whatever comes down to us some force or some mood, this is how we exist and this is how the whole world, the whole humanity exists. Now we have to reach a state where we will get to know this more, we have to acknowledge it and we have to know how much our existence is a loathsome existence when there is no fullness, no reality. We are living lives which are first in the life of animals because they live, suffer, they enjoy without knowing that in their lives what they are going through, that there is anything evil or good, it is just according to instinct. We are much worse, we suffer, we enjoy and we do not know why we cannot manage ourselves, we are truly small and despicable animals, this is how it is.

4. S. (31:23) What do Kabbalists say that we have to defeat the Creator, why is such a struggle, why do we have to win?

R. The Creator created this from the beginning, He created the darkness, He created the evil inclination so we exist in this evil information and from this we have to attain the good inclination that the good desire and the connection between the evil and the good we attain are stature in the middle between the good and the evil and this way we will exist between the evil and the good and the evil that we attain later on we seemingly reform it too good because we feel how much this evil is helping us to exist without it He could not exist as creation and with this we are the opposite to the Creator so we can make ourselves similar by our own efforts so this justifies our existence. This is how we establish ourselves within the evil and the good, so each time in the states which are more advanced between us, we have to understand that each and every moment we get an opportunity to reach from the state we were in into the good state and there, each time, even in the best state, we have to search like the old men searching with a bent back as he lost something. This is how we have to search, what can we use to ascend even higher to the connection between us and connection with the Creator.

5. S. (33:23) When we speak of the two different forces at the foundation is it the light and the vessel but after the balance is in our hands. These opposite desires to receive in the desire to bestow?

R. It is true at the beginning the Creator is the desire to give and the creative being is the desire to receive the evil inclination which is called the creation and a later we realized that the evil force and the good force we attain that exist in us and from this we tried to exist and the established our image as the Creator's image. Inside we are always just a desire to receive but outside we dress it into a restriction, screen, reflected light and then we relate to the Creator like the guest with the host. The guest is very hungry, specifically this force of hunger, the appetite in him helps him to resemble the host to invert the desire to receive to a desire to bestow and this is why the created being has to exist with these two forces one on top of the other.

6. S. (35:07) You mentioned that spiritually starts with rejection being revealed between us. What is this rejection?

R. This rejection is rejection from each other we feel ourselves separated far away from each other contradicting each other in opposition even hating each other this is becoming revealed inhumanity, everybody even in families it was not so much so in previous generations and even inside the person, the person hates himself. This is how the desire of the received which is advancing and growing is showing itself more and more as the desire to receive showing itself with a greater disconnection, separation, hatred, distancing from others, and even from himself the person can't even agree with himself, hits himself, this is how we advance towards the recognition of the evil and following this recognition of the evil, we get the possibility to reach the good. This is called refrain from evil and do good and it all speaks about our selfish desires that we can disconnect from it but instead above it, we can do good things between you and others and first of all we have to implement it in the ten. In the ten we attain the reforming light and then we start to know the upper system to some extent and out of this we can connect between us and then also we pull behind us, the whole humanity.

7. S. (37:21) How do we pull everybody to invest more effort in the work? It seems we are greatly lacking the efforts from everybody and we stand in place and we are not moving?

R. Rabash writes in many articles that each shall help his friends. We have to give positive examples and also to other group said to help each other and we constantly will learn how we can overcome the force of separation more and more that awakens in each time in order to build connection above those separations This is how we ultimately reach how it says until the quota is filled, until we do all the efforts to connect, until the quota is filled above the disconnection, how much each time we make greater and greater efforts to connect and then we discover each time that we are seemingly unsuccessful, that it is incorrect with we have been doing but we have achieved remains and each time and you deserve where is revealed between us and there this called that they should be new in your eyes and then time and time again they must not fall into despair and we have to constantly engage in connection although immediately feel this connection and connection but we cannot be sure that we have some connection between us unless the previously felt this connection. One on top of the other so therefore following a certain number of the separation and connection separation and connection which stems from the magnitude of our vessel in each then we start to enter into spirituality we can already reach a state where both the separation and the connection the evil forces and the good force can be balance we reach a state where we begin to discover that both the evil, the separation and the connection both come from above and then we begin to attain this root.

The upper root, which is considered the already entering faith above reason. Faith is the force of connection and the reason is the force of separation and we can connect the two between us since they come from the Creator and by this we completed the two of them we agree with both and we understand that this is how it should be. Then through the peace between the two opposite forces, we keep on advancing and we always have separation and connection but on and already different level, with different understanding and attainment between the two states we discover the Creator because the Creator created the darkness and makes the light, only then through the proper connection between the two of them and this is how we can advance this is reaching faith above reason. When both separation and connection comes from a single source and we have to hold on to Him directly, completely about all the emotions, feelings we have, we always attract ourselves to connection and with it through attraction to connection, we are only concerned about that and then all this operations are coming and tick, tick, tick, they arrived a test through as and then we reach a state we quickly that it is all light, even the darkness we will feel it as the posterior of the light which is always standing as the foundation, the basis of the light and we start to work with as the coarseness on which we do restriction, screen, reflected light and we start to resemble like the guest to the host and this is how we reach connection to the Creator.

8. S. (42:08) The fact that we want to be in control is a natural thing. For me it happens naturally that I want to control everything, but when I wish to devote myself to the Creator I feel lost. I fear letting go or falling off. The question is, is this the feeling we are talking about?

R. Of course, all the feelings, all the feelings we are talking about on the path of development, they are all the right, correct feelings, nevertheless we need these feelings, we need them. Take it slowly, we have to keep going forward, the most important is that love covers all crimes, this should be our constant inclination, it doesn't matter how much I am rejected or I am drawn to connection with the 10, and together with the 10 I am drawn to connection to the Creator, and nothing should stop me in a way, that as short as possible, as quickly as possible, as beneficial as possible we reach the realization, and along the way as you said that are all kinds of other thoughts, desires, I do not want to explain them because you have to explain to yourself, whatever happens to you this is all out of the inclination to connection, this is where if we are drawn to it, then whatever we go through it goes away and the we grow just like children, they have all kinds of thoughts, desires they go through and this is how we also should try to attain this.

9. S. (44:25) Is it a good sign of progress if you feel each day that the 10 is new?

R.  Yes, each moment you have to feel this, you can feel that we find ourselves in new relationships between us, even when it seems that we are going back to a broken state, we are not so close as we were before, then once again we cannot hear each other, we fall back into a formal relationship between us, it is not new but we have to attach those things to the connection again, and we need to shorten the time or our development.

10. S. (45:30) The desire to keep progressing, is this the right form we cover something with love, something negative that the friend did to me, I can cover it with this desire to progress?

R. I do not understand your question.

S. So they are repeating the question again how to cover conflicts properly?

R. Yes, we constantly cover the conflict between us in the 10, until we try to bring the whole 10 into an agreement, that we all come to connect and still exist in this connection as much as possible, of course a few minutes later we will feel that we fall again, and again we have to care about the connection and then it falls again, and then we have to care again, and we have to understand that we cannot hold onto the connection by our own strength even for a moment unless we draw the Creator into the connection between us, “He who makes peace above He will make peace between us”, Shalom peace from the word Shlemut from the Hebrew origin of the word, which means wholeness, so we have to ask the Creator to be there guarantor for the connection between us, we are connected and separated and later when we see that we fall we can again turn to the Creator and demand, what is happening you promised that you will guarantee the connection? Then we will understand that we ourselves did not hold on to the Creator as a guarantor, we did not hold onto the one who holds us together, and this is why the connection disappeared between us, when the Creator disappears then immediately the connection is disappearing. Because we did not hold onto the Creator as the guarantor, so we always come to a state that if the Creator is between us then we are connected, but if we do not demand Him, if we do not hold the Creator between us then we separate from each other, the Creator is the result of the connection and He holds the correction, this is what is called BoReh, “come and see”, if we come to connection we discover the common force, and the source of that is the Creator.

11. S. (49:08) At the moment of separation and distancing in the 10 I try to pray that I go through these states quickly, but later I discover even deeper separation so what should we reach at the end of the prayer?

R. The prayer is made of many parts we have to be grateful first to be on this path, to have connection with the Creator although we do not feel it clearly yet, but nevertheless we advance this way, so the prayer includes all the parts, we will talk about it maybe, we need to come and then write a prayer for the congress for all of us, to ask each in their own language, however it might be that the organizers will need to think about it, take a prayer from the Kabbalists, maybe check if there is something and we can come closer to each other, and through that to the Creator, but for the time being each and every prayer has to be a common plea from everybody to the Creator, a common, mutual request from everybody to the Creator.

12. S. (50:59) When we come to the state of “my sons defeated me”, when we find the Creator in the ten through such state, then we reach adhesion to Him?

R. This is just one of the states, do not need to yearn for this instead we need to crave for the connection together with the friends, as in that connection we find the Creator, this is the correct form this is the correct form, to crave for the connection between us, where we can reveal the Creator between us, the Kabbalists write about it everywhere.

13. S. (52:01) For 12 years I am throwing myself out of bed as if there was a fire in the home, to come to the lesson, come to the meetings on Zoom, and that in the end we are still on the level of animal, we have not yet reached the level of Adam, to be similar to the Creator, so please encourage me, please support me in order to feel that the reforming light works and our prayers will be heard, and the upper light will come and help us advance, because nevertheless it has been many many years that we have been on this path and I need your encouragement!

R. What kind of encouragement can you receive other than for 3 hours every day I speak to you, what else do you need, what more encouragement do you need?

S. You see the big picture Rav, and I see only a small picture, I only see my own egoism but I get up in the morning, in the middle of the night, I come here instead of sleeping, and I leave to work and then I go on Zoom, you see a reality more than me, this is why I need you to guide me to tell me that I am on the right way!

R. I am guiding you to turn to the Creator and not to come to me with complaints, I am just a guide I don't want to say anything else, you don't want to hear it, you don't want to hear what I'm telling you, you only have your complaints before you. You have your 10, I do not know anything, you have your 10, you need to connect with your 10 and turn to the Creator together with them, if it works out it works out, if it does not, then it will not, but anything that happens to you, you have to turn to the Creator, this is it. I don't know how many times a day you disconnect from work, and how many times a day you jump out of bed, I do not know. I know only one thing, you need to come to a state where you turn to the Creator and you demand from Him, The Creator is doing everything only according to your deficiency, and your deficiency with what you turn to me, but it's not the right address, you don't need to turn to me, you have to be aiming yourself to the Creator. 

I am seemingly a cause as I prepared the books, I prepared the 10, the study material, but other than that I cannot do anything, I can only provide you with explanation of what to do, so you are telling me you're jumping out of bed, I understand you are telling me that you are tired, that you invested yourself for 12 years into spirituality I understand, but it means nothing. Are you doing what the Kabbalists are telling you to do, you are telling me what you do and you are complaining to me that you need in encouragement, you're telling me your hours, your states, but you need to show the Creator and not to me, how much do you need the Creator's revelation, His revelation is the force of bestowal, the force of connection between the friends who you are together with, this is what you have to complain about to the Creator, tell Him, look how much I invested into the connection between us Creator, how many times I turn to You from this connection between the friends, all of us and You are not answering yet Creator! Go-ahead activate such a prayers to the Creator, why are you telling me about your 12 years on the path, it means nothing. I am simply amazed how much you are not hearing what we are talking about, if you will not activate the prayer from the center of the 10 the Creator will not help you, there a Creator helps nevertheless He takes care of us more and more, but it is still not working because we are not asking Him, because we're not turning to Him instead you are turning to me, I can only explain to you over and over the same thing, that I am not doing it for 12 years but I'm doing it for 40 years, so what can I do, you see that I am not falling into despair although I would've liked to attain much more than what we have now with my students. So you need to examine it more and more what you need to ask for, and who you need to turn to, so please do not turn to me, I am here only in order to aim you at the Creator, you can receive anything only from The Creator, don’t complain to me because I am not the source, I am the wrong address, I am only the guide.

14. S. (58:13) During the day the ego even agrees that I meet the friends and nullify, and to come to the meetings in order to nullify myself.

R. Yes.

15. S. (58:49) The more we progress to the congress there is some internal tension, some internal contradiction on one hand, while we feel a huge effort from all the friends aiming at unity, on the other hand from the side of the external world we feel ever greater problems, all kinds of problems, how to relate to this, is this a special invitation from the Creator?

R. I don't know, I do not have a great impression from what happens in the world because the world is advancing but in a different pace, through different discernment to the same place, as each and every person in this world is also discovering now that they reached a dead end, not reaching anything, and this is something everybody has to discover ultimately. On the level of nations, governments and the societies, and then each individual in the world needs to be filled with despair, with helpless desperation about not attaining anything from this life, even from the physical life, where we thought we can come to a state where we are entering into an enlightened world where everything is good, comfortable, beautiful for everybody, full of comfortable things for everybody. Instead we find that the world is becoming worse, contrary to one's logic, and we understand that this is the way in order to aim people to the right direction, that their path is not a correct path, it is heading in the wrong direction. The states the world is going through is becoming more critical, more difficult and let's hope that we won’t get into wars, let's hope that we can bring to the world through our internal work the revelation of the purpose, of the essence of life, and they will come closer to us in some way and we will be able to explain it to them better. After the congress we can start to disseminate the method of correction for the wider the public and then we will advance this way. 

16. S. (01:02:10) What is the image or the force called the Creator?

R. What are the positive force that creates negative force so that using to end this negative force it will be His positive form and the positive form that within exists the negative force is called Adam the one who resembles the Creator where his nature will be opposite the Creator and as a result of his exertion he will resemble the Creator and then this form that will be called Adam, the one who resembles the Creator, Domeh, it will exist fraternity in adhesion with the Creator

17. S. (01:03:06) A week ago we took it upon ourselves a task to lead the YH now the preparation for this Yeshivat Haverim caused many fights, many arguments, we have many tensions and we managed to overcome all of them and it was a successful action in order to reach connections do we have to take tasks each time, responsibilities towards the society's that's the way to do it?

R. That could also be the way to do it. I don't want to hear such questions during the lesson. We need to advance according to the lesson topic. Whatever you do there personally is your business you have to scrutinize it and keep going.

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18. R. It should be the mission, the direction and goal of the ten to connect in such a way that in our connection we establish and we arrange the Creator, and we don't let go and we are moving closer to it more and more and we are discussing our steps and not complaining about what we do in so many years; I don't know what you doing there, I don't know what determine the laws of creation and you have before you the writings of all the Kabbalists and you're welcome to it anyone who wishes to advance can do so. Those who don't want to, should make the calculations to themselves. Baal HaSulam writes that many fell and will fall along the way and there's nothing to do, rather nevertheless they perform certain work and they fall off the wagon and they don't want to keep moving forward. I truly hope that we relate our work, our mission, our task seriously and not complain like little kids that things aren't working out that if something is not working out you can say something after I'm carrying out all the conditions that Nature, the Creator has placed before me. If I don't have the correct result after I have to ask myself what are we doing, what are we doing, if we don't have the correct results either we need to change something or we tried everything.

19. S. (01:07:34) In the revelation of evil there are many details should we correct it in general or every little nuance we should make a correction?

R. I like his question very precise we only have to ask for connection on top of all the questions sometimes we can scrutinize precisely what is going on why, from where, what for and so on and so forth the main thing is love will cover all transgressions that's what I want, I want to see connection. I don't want to forget about the separation rather to see how above the separation, the connection comes and in this way to learn from minus plus, minus plus in each time the ascents and descents, ascents and descents in each time ever growing amplitude.

20. S. (01:08:45) You said that when we try to unite and we cannot hold on to it for another moment we have to pull the Creator in as a force, what does it mean to pull him?

R. We pray, we ask Him to put the world into order, the order in my group we wish to discover Him in the connection between us the connection between us is not sufficient in order to reveal and because it should be in the form of many people who are connected in one desire towards one goal in order to reveal Him as one force from which each of us is receiving desires and thoughts. Then in return from us, from the ten, from each one the desire of the heart, brain, and desires, thoughts of a friend we are connecting everyone in order to identify the Creator; the Creator our only source. From each and every state in the ten we need to try and connect all of our thoughts and desires to that one source who is doing us in this way, is building us, who is arranging us in each and every moment because we do not exist, we are like a hologram, you know what a hologram is? You can generate it and then they sometimes see in the sky with lasers. We are like that, we wish to identify, to locate our source who is one. Then all the states we are going through, from those states we have to climb to the Creator

S. What does it mean that we need, let's say we discover some disconnection in the ten we asked of the Creator and we even reached some connection; does it mean that we already discovered the Creator somehow or is it something else?

R. There isn't sufficient coarseness in it, each one and then you're receiving another disconnection and separation between you, you ask again and then, this way until you're able to detect between the disconnections and the connections one source for both. From disconnection and from connection and this is how you attain the Creator, who is between darkness and light.

S. Is it important in this where to understand that we are fighting against the Creator or not some circumstances or whatever?

R. Of course it's very important for us to know we're facing the Creator that's why it said “my sons have defeated me” and when we are standing together in order to demand from Him that He will uphold and sustain the connection between us because He is causing the conflict and separating us in the tens.  He is not letting us connect in the ten so we are demanding from Him to connect us; the way He creates darkness he should also create light. Light is all written He creates darkness and He makes light and darkness is the posterior of the light and that's what we have to demand of Him, but it's all aimed at the Creator and not at me. I hear complaints that I cannot do anything other than teaching you, I'm unable to change reality, I can't be in place of the Creator and bring you the force of connection and for you to feel the upper world in it. Even if he would do it even for a moment it would not be to your benefit, you have to attain it on your own with your own strength.

S. What in this work is considered a positive outcome? I see for example that indeed we are advancing in an amazing way in our ten, in the world and in our group especially very recently what is considered as a correct result?

R. Return to the Creator from each and every state. The right request and instead of separation a request for connection or a state when we reach connection gratitude.  We are grateful to Him for being connected and are able to discover and reveal a state that is somehow His revelation perhaps not a clear one but it's from a far when you feel it approaching.

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21. S. For all of my desires are you egoistic including my desire in the ten, towards the ten, so is the solution only the prayer?

R. Correct, there's nothing to answer it's quite right that's how it's written.

22. S. (01:18:02) How should we understand that the Creator should increase our connection between us?

R. It's up to us how much we talked about it and how much in the discussion between us in the group, in the ten we explained to one another that everything depends on the connection between us. Since, from within the connection we can ask and demand and truly receive an answer, since that question we are raising together from the connection between us, that is already the place, that question that deficiency is called a place where we will receive an answer. So it all depends on the connection in the ten to the extent to which we can detect, locate our common desire, what are we asking, from whom, let's build between us what we wish to raise, what kind of deficiency and in this way we arrange ourselves daily between us and towards the Creator. Then we gradually have a vessel, a place, a deficiency and the same question that we are raising that seemed deficiency there we receive the fulfillment, so we have to work according to that. Answer a question and answer a question and answer a question and that's how we advance.

23. S. (01:19:55) What is the uniqueness of the prayer of Kabbalists relative to the prayer of ordinary people?

R. Average prayers, normal prayers a person raises out of his ego, not to the goal of connecting with others and the Creator, so those prayers work on the logically safe, person down and in effect do nothing, nothing in spirituality they don't influence the forces. If we wish to influence the forces of creation we can only do it if we connect, if we connect in the ten and 10 of us as one can work on the upper force, if we do not connect at a certain above our egos as of ten above our egos that we do not work on the upper force. Because you can influence the Upper force only to the equivalence of form with it and the minimum level of level of wavelengths of form is when we connect in the ten and approached Him in this way, hence all the prayers that humanity has been praying there is nothing in them because they are simply a reaction a response of the deficiency of the will to receive and the Creator himself is arranging in each and everyone so He doesn't need to hear the response of the will to receive because He himself has created that will to receive. Whereas if we in the ten connect our desires and despite our desires we wish to obtain something above them meaning the force of bestowal in place of the force of reception than Creator is awakening and turning to Him as the origin of bestowal and He will then arrange for us the force of bestowal and in it we will feel how we are becoming similar to Him our prayers to resemble the Creator to be in the force of bestow alike in and it can be only to the extent that only we have connected on the corporeal level whereas the prayers that are raised by different groups and various religions and faith or people. In general they are asking for fulfillment inside their ego. So we see that nothing comes out of it these prayers rather they all exist in order to gradually bring people to the necessity to from praying on the connection for everyone in connection with the Creator out of the force of bestowal and instead of the force of reception. It's a great difference and principal between our prayer where were asking to see in the force of bestowal of us outside of each of, towards the other, towards others, towards humanity, towards the Creator and that's what each one is asking to have the strength to bestow to everyone outside of him. By that he will resemble the Creator who bestows to everyone outside of himself, so our prayer in principle is totally different.

24. S. (01:24:12) It was said that we need to begin in the work and lower not for her sake is this about the … study about the wisdom of line general or each and every meaning of the ten you every time we meet in order to study the sources we always begin in developed?

R. Spiritual work is called man's effort to rise above his ego that's called to work. If it's not thinking about it if he's not putting the effort it's not called work, so when you open a book and you read it's not considered spiritual work it's not considered that you're working in spirituality; if you open a book and this book is becoming a guide for you for how to perform actions above your nature above your ego and then you were engaged in spiritual where so I have to make a distinction when is it spiritual work and when is it not. It's possible that you're studying just like that friend who's been studying for 12 years but haven't started on the spiritual work because he only study starting now he has to arrange himself in such a way that his efforts will be like actually spiritual will be considered spiritual work that by his actions you wish to acquire the force of bestowal this is called spiritual work, the work by which to obtain spirituality and accordingly you need to measure, you need to check your actions and your progress.

S. So each individual action that we make the ten or with a book ,each such action begins with an egoistic intention in order to receive and as a result of our work intention develops to altruistic?

R. Yes, and no, at the beginning of the work I have to know what state I wish to come to the end of the action is in the initial thought so in my thought I have to plan as much as comes up as it comes out, but I have to plan which spiritual state, which form of bestowal I was as a result of the action that I am now making.

25. S. (01:27:35) You said that we need to use the prayer of Kabbalists and the prayer of King David in Psalms I read, it's something very personal, individual, we don't have the many there, this society.

R. That's why we're still not learning from it and using it because I can understand a text, we can understand a text, the approach, how to carry it out. I will come and we will do it.

26.S. (01:28:27) When a friend expresses or brings to the ten, he brings his feelings of distance to the ten and then the ten can help him meaning, explain that it comes from the Creator and He brings him and us at state and He has helped,  so to what extent does that depict that my sons have defeated me and it is that a time to pray that he gave us an opportunity to love Him?

R. Both, we have to give gratitude to the Creator for awakening the deficiencies in the ten through a friend or every one and we also need to ask all of us together with it and with the friend who awakens this problem, for the problem of the ten in both instances we have to accept into ten everything that is revealed as belonging to everyone.

27. S. (01:30:20) Attempts of building a prayer is that the correction or doea the correction as an answer from above?

R. To an answer from what if you're not asking you have to know how to ask and what to ask for and to be certain that you are always receiving an answer, you don't need to ask and then I'll wait and receive something. Maybe I'll wait a month, a week or a month. If you're writing to some minister or someone or the Prime Minister, maybe you'll receive an answer in a month. The Creator is much higher, maybe I'll have to wait a year or two? Rather we have to understand if we arrange our request properly then the moment we arrange it we are already working with the answer and whatever maybe it already includes; the answer from the Creator comes instantly, it comes instantly but rather be able to identify it depends on our state.

28. S. (01:31:39) How do we put together prayers but then the friends in the ten and even out of … put together prayers in all of the ten?

R. Prayers of tens is not a problem the problem is to how to learn how to connect all the requests from the ten and then send to one request, you have to talk about it and try nevertheless you understand together to feel together to speak together upon that goal about that goal each one from his heart and doesn't even have to be written as I sometimes referred to it here. Rather there has to be a certain inclination from the heart, a prayer is the work in the heart and if we worry about it and we are reminded, each one reminds the other friends that from within our hearts we have to add, we have to have that tendency towards the Creator so the mere act of speaking about it knowing that we have to be connected it already connects us and it's only about the connection of all the deficiencies to one source, that's it.

S. Are the deficiencies caused when everybody brings out of his heart it differently?

R. First of all you're already together in a single lesson, after the lesson I think you come out with pretty much a common impression who's the Creator we learn, who created being we learn, what the, created being demands from the Creator we learn all of these things, so clearly we can't compare all of these oppressions between us but the general tendency more or less compensate for the each other, complement each other we need to think more and more about how the connection between us needs to reach everyone and that's sufficient.

S. So what deficiency does the friend work with during the day how he wants to include that mutual prayer of the ten?

R. Everyone must feel that he is responsible, that he is a guarantor for the whole ten that is his desire he wants to include all the friends and bring the ten to contact with the Creator that's it he wants to be the Keter through which the Creator connects to all the other Sefirot all the other friends and this is for each and every one and that brings us to a sphere or even to a this ball this complete form in which the Creator can be revealed.

S. And in the congress, in the preparation prayer together put together the prayer of all the tens how do we do it?

R. It turns out as the same thing it's easier than doing it inside the ten, if we understand how we should include everyone in the ten and then we're all integrated with each other then similarly it's the exact same action, almost tween, the tens except that between reach such a connection where we're able to see each other incorporated with each other, but that can bring confusion for the connection that's why I'm not rushing to connection between the tens, because otherwise we'll have to go backwards and open up the same connection that we worked on in the tens, because the tens themselves are not yet organized.

S. It's clear, I'm asking, you said all the 10’s should write a prayer and then the organizers can put it together into one prayer.

R. That's something else each and every ten can compose a short prayer and we can throw all of these prayers into a single mailbox and then there is a group that collects all of these prayers and perhaps tries to compose them into a single prayer. Learning how we equalize with each other that will help us later come closer, this is sort of the work that where we study ourselves, we examine ourselves, it's not actual spiritual work yet that we are connecting.

S. How do you put them into one prayer? What's similar?

R. I don't know, I'm not talking about it now I'm saying that we will learn then and now we are similar and different in our prayers to the Creator between tens and working for connection between us.

S. Maybe it's better that every 10 is included with the prayer of the others. It is beneficial what you're saying

R. This is opposite to what I'm talking about and I don't understand what you're talking about and I'm saying it's not worthwhile for us to do, because we have not connected inside of our tens yet. Don't you understand the principle? We mustn't connect in the 10’s  until we have 10’s.. Prove to me that you have tens that you're connected, that you're able to raise the common prayer from each ten that you know how to put it together but each one is really concerned about the ten and these concerns about the ten from each and everyone they are coming together, there is the notion of the ten and then we can approach connection between the tens.

29. S. (01:39:09) In the center of the ten we discover the true reality and not like an illusion or a hologram is it like that?

R. Yes, if we're connected correctly in the ten then we begin to discover in the ten already the presence of the upper force that works corresponding to the ten that is as one only the condition that the ten connects as one that wants to be connected then the Creator relates to it as one as a single unit even though we are all ten. All of creation is about bringing to unity, discovering the Creator as one unique and unified in there for all; the exercise you need to do with ourselves it's all inclined towards that single common source to all.

30. S. (01:40:37) I want to remove the doubt of the whole incorporation between tens.

R. We're not there yet. Why I asked about it;  there is no integration between the tens we are now concerned about building the tens each ten in itself.

S. Yes, but still there's a question here that we are in a lesson all of us together I'm listening to the friends’ questions from other 10’s, from other groups and I'm included in it. It's something we want to do, I want to be included. How can this integration that I'm part of other friends from other tens that, there are ten already; how does it not harm my essential incorporation to be in my ten?

R. I don't clearly understand what do you see another ten steering the lesson you see questions you see that I'm giving answers and that makes it clear to you that there are many other people in this whole vessel that are also drawn to the same goal, they have the same question same efforts but you don't actually see the tens.

S. Still there is an incorporation even if it's individuals and if I don't see but I'm included of the deficiency outside of my ten. 

R. Yes, of course in that respect you are integrated with all the different deficiencies of all of humanity.

S. So what's the difference between that and the incorporation between tens that we don't want to happen?

R. Because I am not going to connect with them to a single ten, to a single structure now I'm impressed by them just as I'm impressed by the books of the Kabbalists or the whole of humanity and everything that's going on. It's included in me, it's not that I include myself in them, the integration is totally different; it's Him and I become one by specific exercises to achieve the common Creator. I don't have to isolate myself from the other tens, on the contrary through them I receive support, mutual guarantee, however it's not that it really becomes clearly integrated as a component of my connection in the ten.

S. It's hard for me to understand maybe about the congress we're coming close to the congress, a mutual march of all of friends, all the world Kli. Is there an emphasis here about what you said not to integrate then because there's such a tendency to a congress as something mutual for everybody.

R. This is not integration you cannot integrate in the ten, that's why I'm not afraid of the influence that you give to each other between the tens that it will prevent integration or disturbing some way there's no integration yet. Integration means that everyone is for everyone that I need to care about my whole ten that I'm responsible for them and so each one is responsible for the whole ten and through that responsibility of each and everyone we then incorporate to a common responsibilities and in that come responsibilities which we call mutual guarantee we received the force of unity from we don't have that work between the tens yet even inside the ten we don't have it yet. Inside the ten there are people who feel that they're responsible for the unity of the tens and each one says I'm responsible for the ten are willing to stand in the trial defending the whole ten I'm responsible for it. You understand it doesn't happen yet?

S. So let's be more precise what do we have to be careful of or prevent ourselves so we won't think that we're integrating between tens?

R. In the ten each one in his ten there I have to be responsible for the whole ten and the same goes for each and everyone being responsible for the ten being connected and to me the ten day for the Creator we demand the Creator to calm and fulfill that common deficiency and so each and every one in the ten needs to do this kind of work that's his ask his personal individual tasks towards the ten and so then from the tens that will be connected this way internally being healthy cells from these healthy cells then you can put together the body and that will be Adam but in the meantime each and every teb is just a cell, just a basic cell nothing more. Meaning by this we build the drop of sperm from which we begin to multiply deliberately and grow in spirituality, but until we have that drop that is comprised, is weak and yet grows in spirituality. This stands before us as a barrier as an obstacle that we don't realize how vital this connection is between us and certainly it's not our work to make it happen, but rather to think about it and demand it, ask back the upper force to do this for us; this is what we need.

S. What should we prevent right now from the tens until we didn't connect yet?

R. Let's get an impression that there are other tens beside mine where they also do the work and they have some success as well and then through envy, lust, and honor we can receive additional strength for development in my ten.

S. It troubles us a lot in our decisions because we're trying to prepare for the congress and also during the work during the year we come in contact with other tens so it causes confusion.

R. Don't be afraid of this but the emphasis of being one is within each and every ten.

31. S. (01:49:17) If there's places in the world you're allowed to me physically, should the tens meet physically?

R. A ten or tens?

S. No my ten, if we can meet physically?

R. Yes, if a ten can be physically, yes, that's good.

S. Let's say part of the ten can and part of the ten can't?

R. That's possible.

S. So whoever can meet, meet?

R. Yes, whoever can meet yet this is not the goal. Most of us are still in virtual connection only we can't manage to get to anything,

32. S. (01:50:23) I wanted to ask about the prayer in the ten again. How can we reach a mutual prayer if everyone understands things according to what his eyes see? We know that there are three components, should they come one after the other?

R. Nothing of what you said needs to happen, nothing about you said should happen. You all need to activate the request in the heart. The prayer is the work of the heart, it's not about the written words and it's not about anything else, rather each one what you understand about how you're inclined to connect with the other friends in order to build from all the friends in the ten a structure where the Creator can be revealed that's all. Even if you sing without words or yell together it doesn't matter. What's important that you express in this appeal to the Creator your deficiency for connection between you to the extent that the Creator can be revealed in that connection, that's the prayer.

33. S. (01:52:00) What is the condition that drives me away as I want to get closer? How do we all come to this condition?

R. The state that distances you is the state that the Creator throws on you and then you see in your eyes that you are farther from the friends, perhaps you think they move away from you and not you moving away from them, but that's because one judges through his own faults. However against that state you need to immediately activate a prayer for connection not to make the connection by yourself typically we want to do it on our own, let's do something and so on, no. First of all how can I with all the 10 turn to the Creator so that he will make the connection He will make will happen by the force of bestowal by His quality and not by the egoistic force which is ours. When we feel a lack of connection between us we have an opportunity to turn to the Creator and again it's because if the Creator connects us He does it with the force of bestowal and us time after time when we insist on the prayer, on the demand, on the request then we form a network of connection, virtual connection between us. That is correct, that is spiritually accurate and then in that network we sense the Creator. That's the effort that we are making and that will ultimately be what we ultimately need to do to bring us to a state where “my sons have defeated me”. So the Creator separates us each time and we demand Him to connect us, but it's not that we make the connection happen, that would be an egoistic connection just like all the other kinds of connections in this world that will not be sustainable. Connection is when we demand the Creator to fix the separation between us. He shattered the Kli and he will fix the Kli. That's it that's all that needs to happen.

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34. S. (01:58:06) When am I in a descent or ascent when I increase my force of unity. how do I affect my friends?

R. Just as it is in the ten clearly everything depends on each and everyone. The Creator takes everyone into account, He doesn't feel each and everyone individually He feels how you have to be connected just like it says in the article about the Arvut, you have to achieve the connection, the Creator relates to your connection and accordingly if the connection happens then He deals with you and if there's no connection then He doesn't relate to you as a spiritual unit. All progress in spirituality is in how the will to receive appears in the 10 and the 10 goes above it to further and further unity that's our whole work that's all the direction.

35. S. (01:59:40)  ....

R. The Creator always plays with the person.

36. S. (02:00:07) We started writing a prayer according to your advice. We write it every day together, each one says like a sentence and rewrite it down. We look at all those sentences and eight times each one wants something else so what happens now, what is the next actIon?

R. That you need to achieve being as one man in one heart that's it, how to achieve being as one man in one heart I don't know, but I'm looking at you and see who are studying for a long time, understanding and seeing the material for a long time so work towards composing the prayer.  There are articles that are closer to that. Do it.  I can't do this for you but it's very good that if you find that you are very different that you understand this is the current state very differently. The goal, the implementation of it. It’s very good.

S. Sometimes at 5 p.m. we write a prayer and there's things in there that aren't so good to say so what should I lie that I act in the desired state? What should we do in such a state?

R. That too is your calculation. You all have to go through everything, I can't clean you up here and filter things until you take this, leave that, and so on; no, you have to go through scrutiny and then prayer and then correction.

37. S. (02:02:06) How can I force my heart to soften that after all these actions the essential work will come after the quantity that the heart will also work not only the mind and body?

R. Why are you complaining to me? Pray. Why do you turn to me? I got nothing more to tell you besides I already told you. Only prayer, where the prayer that comes out of the ten and truly helps and do not tell me that you're lacking this or that or anything; I gave you the direction, I don't need to hear all the rest you have nowhere to turn to be Creator.

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38. S. (02:05:55)  It's talking about the length of the war and the duration of this war against the evil inclination. In what form does this prayer take in terms of the length that it's describing? You say that the words are very long and the prayer is the only way.  How should we express our prayer in terms of this length and what this is talking about?

R. The prayer needs to start immediately from the beginning of creation. In our world it begins from the big big bang, and then it is increasingly becoming revealed but there's nothing, it's not towards anyone yet but it happens in matter first in the whole universe. Until out of this matter certain bodies, compound structures, planets, matter-antimatter, all begin to shape up in form until it builds up the shape of the human and the human is already unique shape of matter in which there are two components of matter that take place at the level of consciousness that created being called Adam, human. Meaning, the bad and the good are connected in Him and are opposite each other in Him this is what it means that the Creator created Adam and Eve as a single body and separated them and Eve came out of Adam so to speak and so on. But if we talk about about the way in which this matter, the initial matter, how it becomes ready for its work or its own spiritual work when it discovers that it possesses two opposite forces this only happens on the human level, in the human species and not all of them also only that first in those that appeared in Babylon about 5,000 years, the first man Adam and then in ancient Babylon, 3,500 years ago and so on. We've come through this development to such a state today, every person in the world is more or less capable in some way, in some form to start feeling that he belongs to connection with others and through connection with others. Through the connection with others he also belongs to the higher force that is common to all and that's what we are doing practically in our 10s. We have to very clearly see, understand that connection in the 10 is the opportunity and that is only action that can bring us closer to the source of creation and elevates us from the animal level to speaking level. That's it.

S. The length of it in what way can see it affect its best in our ten?

R. The duration of the war I told you it starts in the level of vegetative, still, and animate and on the speaking level, it is beginning right now. We are starting this war on the speaking degree. Before us there were only great Kabbalists or the group of Rabbi Shimon as the foundational group but the actual war starts from building the tens of what we are now aiming to start doing. Therefore our action is considered the action of the last generation. Discovering revealing this war to all and attracting everyone regardless of any differences to join in this war.

39. S. (02:11:15) A few days ago you recommended we meet with other tens that are experienced and a few tens turn to us, we also turn to a few tens and we have a meeting this evening we planned but after everything that was said so we're confused if we should have it or not?

R. You can connect between tens in a mutual meeting, no problem, just like we want to do in our world Kli during the congress, but all these things will still take place in a way that we look at whether one another and getting impression from one another even envious of one another maybe that he over there is better and we're not and so on. We give examples to the others by this, we pass from one to the other just like in the group each one has to strengthen the others as Rabash writes in the articles of the ten. What does he say that each one has to show the others as much as he's drawn to the goal and he has to ignite the friends, that's how we want every ten to ignite the other tens and they have to be envious of one another and by that advance. It's still the advancement from such a meeting will be through building the tens on their own, each and every ten. That's why nothing here can cause something bad. It is just that you are building your 10 and there's another 10 and you want to look at them and see what's good and what good they have and what they could give to you but not that you are mixing up between the 10s. The incorporation, the Hitkalelut, mixing should be only in your 10. So try and do that.  I’m not stopping you from connecting, God forbid, what are we having congress for? The whole congress is for everyone to get an impression from everyone. That's it.  That will cause  everyone to get enthusiasm, spirits, forces, envy, lust and  honor that by that we will all advance. We also need during the congress to learn how by envy, lust, and honor we advance that I'm saying to the organizers to bring that material also.

40. S. (02:14:46) You say in order to see what's good in each ten, how to do this in the correct way?

R. We have to know how we view each other. Every ten has to show the other that they are already on a certain height willing with the connection in a tendency to the Creator full of forces organizing and in this way everyone can get an impression from everyone. Then what the impression from you, even if you do it by acting, so if it ten gets an impression from you you will get an impression back from them and that's called man will help his friend. Look what Rabash writes about it. How by envy that is in everyone of us and in every ten we can in advance; the force of envy is the main force we have to use it in a spiritual direction.

41. S. (02:16:12) About the previous article, if we connect between us and receive pleasure from the connection between us, if we get pleasure between us from this connection how would we aim it towards the Creator?

R. It helps the same ourselves to the Creator if with our request the Creator doesn't want anything from us, just gratitude while connecting to Him and a request which is the main thing that He'll take care of us and so on. Demanding that we ask for correction. 

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42. S. (02:18:44) What does it mean that He doesn't answer us? You said He always answers us during the lesson?

R. Yes, but it is towards us, we don't feel it, you think that you turn to him and he answers?

S. No.

R. That so what are your lacking of vessel to hear to receive, you don't have a receiver you don't have an instrument that can receive it.

S.This is what we work on, we build it, working on it in the ten everyday in these vessels come?

R. But you're not on the same wave as bestowal and the Creator is turning to you that's why you can't hear that He's speaking to you, you don't discover that He is there and that He is everywhere and every place and with you together and that he is aiming a certain prayer from Him to you.

S. But it is a direction this way this frequency we tried to get at..?

R. How?

S. Making efforts in connection.

R. Well I guess you didn't ask enough.

S. In intensity, the frequency with?

R. Not intensity the most important thing is scrutiny in what connection exactly in what way exactly you want to be connected to reach that first contact with Him with the first contact with the Creator is connection then you start discovering the connection I need for my beloved and my beloved for me

S. It's important to understand or not to understand but really to come to this understanding of how we bestow the force of faith we receive?

R. That only depends on the connection between you: you have an instrument and its components aren't assembled correctly, that's why it won't play according to what the Creator is sending to you.

S. What is the right connection?

R. Mutual connection, mutual bestowal just the way it is written we have to connect.

S. Are we coming to the Creator to help us also?

R. Also of course we need to be as one man and one heart.

S. With respect to what exactly?

R. Come to the force of bestowal between us and to the Creator you can't come to the Creator if you don't have mutual bestowal in the ten.

S. What is this mutual bestowal that I ask of the Creator?

R. That you will be connected by mutual bestowal called mutual guarantee.

S. Someday a tendency of connection between us?

R. Of course, it's included in there that you will see each one responsible for everyone else and in this way you want to connect in this mutual guarantee between you and then the general mutual guarantee between you that will connect you that will be the same vessel that can receive what the Creator is speaking to you about.

S. Each one comes to a state where they each one becomes responsible for the ten, this is the one feeling that everyone will be included in the ten?

R. Try and try to reach it. Yes, you'll see how you were changing in the right direction because the Creator is with you behind the scenes aiming you and connecting you more together.

S. Can we make some leap year towards the congress or we have to go through each and every step with the lack of successes and so on?

R. You can do everything try it but we're each states that are pretty advanced on the other hand that now we have more of an understanding what we are lacking between us and what we are lacking between us and the Creator and how we can put this connection together it says if you have a radio receiver but all its parts aren't connected, that's why you can't hear you can't receive anything you understand that's a problem. You have ten parts and you have to understand how to connect them correctly.

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43. R. This is what we have to try and feel, but if you don't feel it at least believe in it, that's the Creator is chasing us and every moment and in every moment he is asked correctly in a way to come close to Him and we have to be sensitive to him, getting closer to him is getting closer to the center of the ten and the Creator is showing us those places where we need to be connected above them  He puts our failures and above them we have to reach connection, disconnection to right away connection. There's a place of disconnection right away and we only have to be drawn to the connection and in this way will succeed quickly.

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44. R. Meaning there are a lot of obstacles before us and the last one specifically is the strongest one when a person says that's it I can't, I'm not willing, I don't I can't and so on. That the Creator puts before me such a barrier that I cannot pass that's called that the mighty hand of fury is poured over me and then what do you say, you cry out to such an extent that the Creator just cancel that barrier annuls it in such a way that's why I'm happy all so now I hear you crying some people that they're here for 12 years and they're studying and so on but we have to keep going until we reach the state that Baal HaSulam is writing about here.

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45. R. That's the thing to demand to ask of the Creator to give us that second nature. We don't have to wait until we are finally connected in this ten until the other tens connect until the whole world connects from now and every moment we need to ask the Creator for one thing the correction; and in each and every state along with all the actions we're doing.

46. S. (02:30:53) In the connection between the friends about the resistance there's a stage of appreciating them the heart opens up, what is that stage?

R. Very nice to reach it, the Creator helps, the Creator helps that he brings us closer to one another.

47. S. (02:30:18) Say about the previous part, what does it mean the Vav comes back to Hei?

R. That the Malchut will come back to ZA and Bina.

48. S. (02:31:41) We yesterday all day tried to compose prayers and everyone expressed his prayer, his desire in a different way. There are a multitude, there are many different desires and prayers and today we see that one time that you also have to have the prayer of the Creator and the friends and then myself and go above reason and even today you said yes with intellect without the intellect, how to put all of this into one?

R. You don't have to ask for anything except for connection that's it, only connection but in each and every state still that you asked for the connection you'll have an understanding, a feeling, a tendency towards the connection in a different way; and in this way you can advance. I don't want I'm not trying to show myself as the great teacher; and that I know how to teach people but this is what's happening, we have no choice. As much as the Creator organizes these things I just do them according to my forces and my nature. I shut myself away from everybody and not show myself to anybody but this is what we havem so use what you have. You know you have the purpose of creation before you; you know where you can get the forces and directions from it and start working. What do you want from me? You're already great people go ahead, go try it don't wait for me to give you more than you already see that I'm giving you for years, just guidance, the implementation is on you. That is what I wanted to say and we have left.

49. S. (02:24:15) According to the excerpt it is said that one cannot say how the Creator rejects him?

R. You have to feel that, the Creator is above your feelings and above these states so let it be like that the main thing is that you advance, constantly advance.

50. S. (02:34:58) A man is a small world after one attains this consciousness does he not include all of the differences that exist in the world, all of the contrast?

R. Of course, yes, but it's hard for us to look at the world in such a way we're still small and we will reveal it soon. When we start advancing outside of the ten to other tens and start connecting all the others and then all of humanity into one and the Creator will be one for all; then we will reach the final correction.

S. If so about the prayer what we share in the prayers that desire to bestow to cling to the Creator, so why do we need to be worried about all the different nuances in different directions when in fact they only have one goal why does it bother us?

R. I didn't answer you this way you can turn to the Creator, you can cry, you can demand, you can ask whatever you want to do just don't let go of Him. The problem is that if you start with your complaints to the Creator, you can go into despair, let everything go and go home. That's it. Now the question is how to keep going with that plea to the Creator that is increasing until we get an answer so that can only be done in one condition thats a long with this we work endlessly  on the connection between us and from the connection between us everyone together we activate that demand to the Creator and with that the man do whatever you want, but that's after you working connection and in direction to the Creator.

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