The most important thing in the wisdom of Kabbalah is to reveal the Creator - the one who governs me, and how I should accept this governance. Am I under the Creator's complete control, or am I mistaken in that I am?
The Creator is the result of all my efforts to unite in the ten. I am constantly looking for this solution but I keep circling around it, around the center of the ten, missing it. Because egoism knocks me off of this goal.
The center of the tens does not apply to any of us, but only to all in equal measure - this is the Creator. As if I took 10 paints of different color and began to mix them together until there was not a single predominant color left.
Faith is determined by the discrepancy between what I see and what I have to see. If this world is perfect, because the Creator created it, and there is no one but Him, then I must see it as ideal. But I see many problems in it now - this is the level of knowledge.
There's nowhere to run from the new state of the "last generation." We must realize our mission, which cannot be shirked: to bring humanity to a global, integral system of connections by way of the light that reforms, which flows through our group and into the world...