We should understand for what purpose a person should know that he fears God (Rabash, “Who Needs to Know that a Person Withstood the Test?”).
What does it mean that a person must pass a test? Who is testing him, and for what purpose? And why, at the very beginning, should a person say about everything he encounters: “If I am not for myself, who will help me?” That is, he must begin the action as though he has the ability to accomplish it by his own strength without the intervention of any other force, as though he himself is acting, and not the Creator or His messenger.
Then, after he has completed the work, whether he succeeded or not, but has done everything he intended to do, he must say: “There is none else besides Him.”
What does saying this before the work and after it mean? How does merely saying these words help? Here we are speaking about a person’s spiritual state before performing the action and after completing it.
We know that the light builds the Kli and performs every action within it. The Kli is the result of the light. It is entirely under the influence of the light and is incapable of making any independent decisions. It has no other option than either to agree or disagree with what is happening, according to the depth of its awareness of what the light is doing with it.
Without a doubt, the Creator performs everything. Yet a person must come to the perception that everything he does, everything that happens to him, is the Creator’s action. This is the essence of our correction: to heal the blindness of our senses, of our perception.
Therefore, when a person utters a blessing or offers a prayer, it does not mean that something will happen afterward because of it. On the contrary, both the blessing and prayer are felt only in relation to the result that the person has already attained through the light’s influence upon him.
The light influences the Kli, and the Kli begins to feel what the light is doing to it. From Aviut Aleph to Aviut Dalet, it receives impressions from the lights of NRNHY, according to the order of Nefesh, Ruach, Neshama, Haya, and Yechida.
This continues until the person attains the full depth of the Creator’s intention toward him and understands everything that the Creator wishes to accomplish. Accordingly, the Kli truly reaches a state in which it shares the same action and the same awareness as the Creator. Then either a genuine prayer or genuine gratitude arises within him.
What does this mean? It means that the person has truly reached a state in which he understands what the Creator is doing with him, as it is written: “From Your actions we know You.” He then knows precisely which actions have passed over him, who brought them about, for what purpose, and what they accomplished within him. To the extent permitted by his spiritual structure, he has completed his work: he has examined and felt the Creator’s influence.
As a result of fully feeling and understanding the Creator’s action upon him, he becomes similar to the Creator in that very action and accepts it completely. This means that he justifies the action and brings himself into equivalence with it, that is, he becomes similar to the Creator through His actions. And through this awareness, correction comes. Thus, he completes that stage.
Then the Creator acts upon him once again, and again he must say: “If I am not for myself, who is for me?” This means that he must personally examine everything and carry it through. In this way, he comes to know the Creator’s action upon him. Then after reaching a state where he has understood everything, he says: “There is none else besides Him.”
He truly sees and knows that only the Creator acts. And now, having understood each of His actions completely, that is, having reached the state in which he feels within that action that the Creator is “Good and does good,” he himself acquires the intention to be good and to do good.
This is what is meant by: “From Your actions we know You.” Through the actions that reveal what the Creator does, a person comes to know Him with his own senses. Based on this knowledge, he transforms his own feelings so that they become like the Creator’s. This is called adhesion, equivalence of qualities and intentions. The fact that, at the end of his work, he gives thanks means that he has completed that degree, examined it, corrected himself, become similar to the Creator, and is ready for the next action.
Therefore, everything begins with: “If I am not for myself, who is for me?” This is the entire work of the “spies,” the work of examination and scrutiny. A person regrets, agrees, struggles, and continues searching until he understands the essence of the Creator’s action. When he finally accepts it as good, he justifies it, brings himself into equivalence with it, and ultimately becomes like the action itself.
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From the Daily Kabbalah Lesson 7/17/26, Rabash, “Who Needs to Know that a Person Withstood the Test?”