165. The shape of the Yod of HaVaYaH, the first dot that came in the thought, in Hochma, and was concealed in AA, in the HS in it, is not known in AVI, since the Yod in HaVaYaH implies AA and AVI. That dot stands in the blocking of the thought, since it does not expand at all because the leg of the Yod is short, indicating that she has no expansion to the lower ones, and it is not known to which way it is, where it is going, where it came from, and from whom it comes out. Hence, they are all outside that dot which stands in the will of the thought which is not known at all, that everyone is outside of it and there is no one to understand it.
166. The Yod, which is AVI, is a dot that stands and bestows in the first Hey of HaVaYaH, YESHSUT, standing on all nine supporters of the letter Yod. The letter Hey has five Merkavot [structures/chariots], and they are fifty wonders. This is why it is called “a wonder,” since the letter Aleph, which has the letters of “wonder” [in Hebrew], ascends here in YESHSUT, and here, it is all a letter of wonders, wondrous beyond attainment.
167. All the supports and all the Merkavot that bestow illumination of Hochma when the bottom Hey ascends to connect in the Vav during the coupling of ZA and Malchut, at that time, those Merkavot of hers are spread over the Nukva, Malchut, and all her Merkavot incorporated in the upper Merkavot of HGT all hover around the Nukva, Malchut. They bestow upon her illumination of Hochma around her, from afar, as clothing.
168. When the Nukva, Malchut, does not connect to the male, ZA, but suckles from the left of Bina, and she is in Hochma without Hassadim, a strong shell covers her and blocks her light, and she is darkness and cannot shine.
When she connects to the male, ZA, and receives the light of Hassadim from him, all those upper Merkavot from Yod-Hey-Vav, and the lower ones from Malchut, cover her, and they are a holy shell that covers her. They repel the evil shell that was blocking her, and she dresses in them because they became a clothing to her.
However, she connects to the letter Vav, meaning receives from her Hassadim that are covered from Hochma as in the illumination of ZA. She receives the illumination of Hochma from the Merkavot that surround her from the outside, which became clothing to her, only in her outer vessels.
169.
Above,
in
the
Yod-Hey
of
HaVaYaH,
she
takes
the
illuminations
of
the
Merkavot
in
the
Hey,
YESHSUT,
for
the
top
dot,
upper
AVI,
is
concealed
within
her.
When
she
takes
the
illuminations
of
the
Merkavot
and
they
are
all
in
her,
as
well
as
the
illumination
of
Hassadim
from
the
top
dot,
they
all
become
like
this
[],
where
one
side
blocks
the
top
dot
that
stands
in
the
middle,
which
is
the
Vav,
which
walks
in
a
circle
to
make
a
Guf
to
conceal
this
dot,
the
middle
one,
and
the
other
side
remains
open
for
a
coupling
with
the
top
dot,
AVI.
At
that
time,
it
is
considered
that
the
middle
dot
controls
the
four
of
the
Merkava.
The illumination of the top dot in the first Hey, in the middle point in her, is Neshama, whose illumination is in desiring mercy, and not in Hochma like upper AVI. The illumination of the three upper lines HGT is Guf, in which the illumination of Hochma opens up, but the control is for Hassadim. The Merkavot of NH and the Merkavot of the four virgins and the four angels, the Hochma is revealed in them, and she is Levushim [garments].
The illumination of the soul [Neshama] and the illumination of the garments are two opposites that contradict one another because the Neshama is in desiring mercy and not in Hochma, while the garments desire Hochma.
Although the Guf, too, is slightly contradictory to the illumination of Neshama, since the Guf has already opened the light of Hochma in the three lines in it, and the illumination of Neshama is in desiring mercy and not in Hochma, but since only Hassadim have governance in them, the illumination of Neshama can clothe in the Guf and they are not regarded as contradicting one another.
Only the Levushim cannot be in one place with the illumination of Neshama, and therefore hover from afar, from outside. Although the illumination of Neshama can clothe in the Guf, it is still regarded as blocking the illumination of Neshama because the illumination Neshama does not wish even to open the illumination of Hochma.
This is why it was said above, in the Yod-Hey of HaVaYaH, “takes the illuminations of the upper Merkava,” Guf, in Hey, YESHSUT, in which the top dot, upper AVI, Yod of HaVaYaH, is concealed within her, concealed within her Guf. Although the Guf does not contradict the illumination of AVI, it nevertheless blocks it.
When
the
first
Hey
of
HaVaYaH,
YESHSUT,
takes
the
illumination
of
the
Merkavot,
HGTM,
her
Guf,
and
they
are
all
in
her—the
illumination
of
the
soul
as
well
as
the
illumination
of
the
body—they
all
become
like
this
[],
where
the
body
blocks
the
illumination
of
the
soul
that
is
within
the
middle
dot
in
the
first
Hey,
since
the
middle
dot
receives
the
illumination
of
the
top
dot.
Vav walks in a circle to make a Guf to block that dot, the middle one, since the Merkava of the first Hey, which is her Guf, is HGTM of ZA, which is the Guf of the half-circle that encircles the middle dot, where there is the illumination of Neshama, and blocks it.
However, it is not completely, but rather half a circle remains open, indicating that the middle dot governs and does not leave the Guf to encircle it and block it altogether like the shape of a closed Mem [ם]. That open side is the place of the coupling with her male, the Yod of HaVaYaH, upper AVI, who are called “the top dot.”
170. As the bottom Hey, Malchut, makes a Guf in her Merkavot, in the four angels, and she is a dot that stands on them in the middle, and then she is called Hey, indicating the four angels and the middle point, so it is here in the first Hey, YESHSUT: The letter Vav, HGTM of ZA, the four of the upper Merkava of YESHSUT, are the Guf of the first Hey, and stands in the Guf, open to illumination of Hochma. That dot is in the middle, standing on the four of HGTM, and then the middle dot of the Dalet of her Merkava is called Hey, as in the bottom Hey.
For this reason, it is all one, where the first Hey and the bottom Hey are as one, and the top dot, Yod of HaVaYaH, which shines in the middle dot of YESHSUT is called “upper Hochma,” and the bottom dot, the middle one in Malchut, is called “bottom Hochma,” small Hochma, and YESHSUT is Hey and Malchut is Hey, and there is no division between them except that the top dot is first written in her dot in YESHSUT.
This is so because YESHSUT first emerged in Hassadim, which they received from upper AVI in the middle dot in them. Afterwards, they received the Merkava of the three lines and Malchut. You find that the middle dot emerged first, and then the four of the Merkava, and she became the number five. Malchut, however, first received the illumination of Hochma, the four of her Merkava, and then received the middle dot by mining the Yesod of ZA, and was made five, in the number.
Both are called Hey [five] since the middle dot rides over the four of the Merkava and is made in the number five, except for the middle dot of YESHSUT which is first inscribed in its dot, where the dot emerged first, and then the four of the Merkava. Conversely, in Malchut, the four of the Merkava emerged first, and then the dot, since Malchut is the beginning of her emergence from the left line, the four of the Merkava, and then, through mining the Yesod, she receives the middle dot.
171. Yod of HaVaYaH is one top dot that stands on nine supporters. These are not called by names except in these Merkavot of theirs, which are drawn in YESHSUT. However, these nine supporters emerge from the candle and were inscribed under the Yod.
172. The nine supporters are the nine dots*: Kamatz, Patach, Tzereh, Segol, Shva, Holam, Hirik, Kubutz, and Shuruk, which expand in all the letters. Because all the letters emerge from the Yod in her paths, as the letters emerge from the Yod, so are the dots. All of those nine dots emerge from these nine supporters of the Yod.
* Pronunciation marks above, within, and below the Hebrew letters.
173. Although these nine supporters are under the Yod, in truth, they are above the Yod, since the illumination of HS of AA shines within them, which is Ein Sof. However, they support the Yod, upper AVI, and they are Merkavot to nine other ones, the nine Sefirot of AA, who is Ein Sof.
They all sustain the Yod because Yod, AVI, is regarded as never having left the Rosh of AA, and all those below, the nine supporters, were blocked from attaining them and returned to being concealed in this dot, which is AVI.